im a 33 year old male , i try to mind my own business in general and choose carefully who i associate with or become involved with.

ive faced my share of adversity, struggle and strife severe psychiatric problems – depression, anxiety , anger problems. – social problems – suffering homelessness , incarceration in a mental hospital, prison etc.

unfortunately cause of my problematic life i missed out of average things like ; qualifications , higher education and building adult relationships.

fast forward to the future ; ive been doing a lot better for about 6 years in a small apartment on benefits , living in a better area – managing to get by – a better mental health service.

but there are young noisy lads that live round about in my area and one the bottom floor of my apartment building.

their not violent or severely antisocial , just noisy , play loud music in there cars , drive their cars fast down the road when their leaving , talk loudly and noisly in the street and in the early hours of the morning – basically announcing to the whole street what their doing.

make loud noise.

and to be honest , there ”actions ” make me very nervous and edgy while im in my flat.

at the moment im quite reclusive because i have severe anxiety about going outside and dealing with people and just ”being around humanity ”.

im very nervous about the world in general and the economy and what might happen to effect the security i have..

its what i worry about.

and these noisy actions from these young lads who live round and about just make me more nervous and panic.

i live on the 3rd floor of a 4th storey mini block of flats, but i still worry about everything – and even about being burgled .

i own a few european medieval swords , so i dont feel as nervous in my flat. but still panic a lot.

and the loud noise and activity from these young lads just drives me up the wall and cause me to panic a lot.

i was just hoping could anyone relate to this or i just appreciate a helpful answer.

thanks

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